Twirling around in Wonderland*

let me fall down.
down, down, down.
until i think i've fallen for miles.
i like it better that way.

i think i'm lost.
what is latitude?
what is longitude?
maybe it's best to forget where you are.

think i'll try some new things.
a dabble of this.
a dribble of that.
but i'll try not to drown in my own tears.

maybe i'll meet some new people.
maybe i'll try some new things
maybe i'll take advice from a caterpillar.
maybe i'll discuss some new things.

maybe the dutchess can teach me some tricks,
on how to play for sympathy.
maybe hatter can teach me some tricks,
on how to act mad.

maybe the chesire can teach me some tricks,
on how to be so cunning.
maybe the queen can teach me some tricks,
on how to be ruthless.

i think i like it better here.
in a place where we're all mad.
in a place where you loose yourself.
in a place where you forget it all.

just leave me here.
all alone here.
just leave me here.
twirling around in wonderland.

Darling,

lock me up inside of my mind.
no need to ask questions.
i have no answers.
it's not a simple matter.
nor is it too complex.
i'm just another girl.
broken apart.
don't lend me your hand.
i don't need it.
all i need is my heart and my will.
i'll be on my way.
i hear the weathers so sweet along the pacific shore.
think i'll leave this broken down town behind.
i'll make this life here an allusion.
let me walk out this door.
watch me stick out my thumb.
you know i'm never coming back again.
i'll send you a postcard.
once i've forgotten.
once i've made it on my own.
once i've finally achieved all my dreams.
i'll send you a postcard to tell you,
i never needed you in the first place darling.