Twirling around in Wonderland*

let me fall down.
down, down, down.
until i think i've fallen for miles.
i like it better that way.

i think i'm lost.
what is latitude?
what is longitude?
maybe it's best to forget where you are.

think i'll try some new things.
a dabble of this.
a dribble of that.
but i'll try not to drown in my own tears.

maybe i'll meet some new people.
maybe i'll try some new things
maybe i'll take advice from a caterpillar.
maybe i'll discuss some new things.

maybe the dutchess can teach me some tricks,
on how to play for sympathy.
maybe hatter can teach me some tricks,
on how to act mad.

maybe the chesire can teach me some tricks,
on how to be so cunning.
maybe the queen can teach me some tricks,
on how to be ruthless.

i think i like it better here.
in a place where we're all mad.
in a place where you loose yourself.
in a place where you forget it all.

just leave me here.
all alone here.
just leave me here.
twirling around in wonderland.

Darling,

lock me up inside of my mind.
no need to ask questions.
i have no answers.
it's not a simple matter.
nor is it too complex.
i'm just another girl.
broken apart.
don't lend me your hand.
i don't need it.
all i need is my heart and my will.
i'll be on my way.
i hear the weathers so sweet along the pacific shore.
think i'll leave this broken down town behind.
i'll make this life here an allusion.
let me walk out this door.
watch me stick out my thumb.
you know i'm never coming back again.
i'll send you a postcard.
once i've forgotten.
once i've made it on my own.
once i've finally achieved all my dreams.
i'll send you a postcard to tell you,
i never needed you in the first place darling.

Hush Little Girl

hush little girl,
don't say a word.
this world is full of evil,
unlike anything you've ever heard.

hush little girl,
don't open your eyes.
these people here will do nothing,
but tell you lies.

hush little girl,
don't you dare make a move.
this world will bring you down,
that's all they'll try to prove.

hush little girl,
don't you cry those tears.
they would love nothing more,
than to see your fears.

hush little girl,
don't believe what they say.
they will try to break you down,
a little more with each day.

hush little girl,
don't drop your guard.
trust may come easy,
but you've got to make it hard.

hush little girl,
don't give into temptation.
they will try to kill you,
with so much frustration.

hush little girl,
don't let it affect your life.
they will use their
words like a knife.

hush little girl,
don't doubt what you are.
this world will be amazed,
to see you go so far.

Nothing Like Me;; ♥

don’t you dare for a moment
think you’ve gotten the best of me.
i should have seen from the very beginning,
that you are nothing like me.

don’t you dare for a moment
think you can take this away from me.
when you’ve twisted your words to complete deformity.
your actions prove you are nothing like me.

don’t you dare for a moment
think you are a perfect saint.
when at the end of the day, your heart still lies in the same place.
i often heard you are nothing like me.

don’t you dare for a moment
think you are fooling anyone.
when all your lies wrap around your very throat, you can’t breath.
this lets me know that you are nothing like me.

don’t you dare for a moment
think you can kill this love.
when two hearts are so binded together,
they always said you are nothing like me.

don’t you dare for a moment
think you can steal away my fairytale.
when all is said && done, you are the one who is all alone.
he always told me you were nothing like me.

so fake.
so unclean.
so decietful.
so manipulative.
so alone.
it’s as clear as anyone can see.
you are nothing like me.